Almost Over

     Guess what? I've graduated! Woo hoo! 

     So, it was Majlis Hari Graduasi at my school last Thursday the 13th of October. Basically it's a day where all Form 5-ers get credit for their hardwork through 5 years of school. We were reminded of our journeys, our contributions to the school, the school's hopes and dreams for us. It was a very hearty moment for most of us. It made us think. It made us realize, although we might have seem like enemies through 5 years of elementary school together, we're still in ONE school. Most of the things we did were TOGETHER. And there's nothing sweeter than friendship. 

     Honestly, I'm sad to be leaving school. Life as a student has given me the most sweetest memories of my life. If I were given a chance to repeat it.. yeah I'd rather restart as a Form 5. Senior Year. HAHA.

    To all my friends out there, to anyone out there, thank you for being my friend. And a million apologies for all the wrong doings that I have done. Pray for me in SPM 2011 *9A+ is not easy, neither impossible.

     

SILENT so you can LISTEN

     First of all I would like to thank my friend, Izatulhamim @ Dae Hyun Kim for giving me an idea for a title. *jangan marah eh aku pinjam kejap? hee.
     Today was Hari Terbuka at my school, also known as Report Card Day. The day us SPM candidates bring our parents to school and... well you know the rest, don't make me say it again. Although my results aren't as satisfying towards my teachers, mom, and whosoever within a 1.5 miles radius, I'm happy enough for what I got, I can say I'm proud for achieving what I aimed for even though it might seem like I could have done better.
     What I'd like to stress here is that, at times I realize of my capability, and I'm happy enough for what I can get. Some crapbags can say, "you should have done better", "is that all you got?". Well you know what? SHUT THE FUCK UP. Please? I'm in a vortex of complete stress at the moment, don't make it worse. Fucker. If that's what I'm capable of, take note that I'M STILL LEARNING. Eff you for "trying" to make me feel better, eff you and your ways of shutting me down, you call that advice? I can watch The Glee Project and be more motivated then listening to the shit you spray out.
     For the moment, that's my capability, and deal with it like the way I've dealt with you for the past year. You say I'm stubborn? It made me who I am today. You say it's all on my own now? Heck I don't give a damn! It's the way I prefer it. Listen, "it's not about the destination, but the journey". I'm still trying to fill in potholes of my life, with who? None other than MYSELF that is. I've been independent throughout my whole life, you say I should find a friend. When I find a friend, you hassle me, make fun of it. It's degrading, get it?
     I only hope for the best after this. I wish the world around me would shut up and see what I can do.

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Graduation

     It'll be graduation day soon at SMK Tasek Utara 2. You know graduation? It's when we officially finish school (yeah!). Although it might be a joyous celebration to some, cam-whoring and whatsoever, I find it kinda sad. After 11 years of school, and after moving to one school to another for like, 5 times, it's all coming to an end.
     Now I have enjoyed my schooldays, starting with Sri Mawar kindergarten, then moving to SK Taman Melawati 2, after that International Grammar School and College, Pakistan, Sek. Ren. Islam Hidayah, Sek. Men. Islam Hidayah and finally here in SMK Tasek Utara 2. Honestly I've loved being a school student, it's adventurous, you get to make more friends, meet more people, learn more about being independant, it's saddening to know that it's all going to end. It's like watching the finale of Glee.
     These 11 years have been memorable, I'm glad that I made it this far, and I'm glad all that experience turned me into the person I am today.

*keep in touch, I might be posting some photos!

2010: A new decade, A new beginning, A new hope.

     First of all I'd like to say welcome, and thank you for taking your time in reading this post. It means alot to me for you to just sit and read and perhaps listen to some music at the same time.
     Here'd I'd like to state how my new journey began, and hopefully I'll keep posting for your entertainment.
     My journey began first of all once I left Sekolah Menengah Islam Hidayah, an Islamic influenced private school. Being there, I always felt contained, I was always cautious towards my actions in fear it could lead me to something bad. It wasn't until I left my limits were expanded.
      When I left, I knew that where ever I went, opportunity will always be there, they say "when one door closes, another one opens", I realized that even though I had alot of things to leave behind, it was only to make way for a new one to start. I have no regrets whatsoever when it comes to leaving Islam Hidayah, if it wasn't because of that school, I wouldn't have gained self-confidence, and if it weren't for my transfer, I wouldn't have realized my capabilities, my abilities, my limits. Either way, it was a win-win situation for me, and I'm glad things worked out for me.
     And, no matter what life has to offer, I'll take it and keep holding on