SILENT so you can LISTEN

     First of all I would like to thank my friend, Izatulhamim @ Dae Hyun Kim for giving me an idea for a title. *jangan marah eh aku pinjam kejap? hee.
     Today was Hari Terbuka at my school, also known as Report Card Day. The day us SPM candidates bring our parents to school and... well you know the rest, don't make me say it again. Although my results aren't as satisfying towards my teachers, mom, and whosoever within a 1.5 miles radius, I'm happy enough for what I got, I can say I'm proud for achieving what I aimed for even though it might seem like I could have done better.
     What I'd like to stress here is that, at times I realize of my capability, and I'm happy enough for what I can get. Some crapbags can say, "you should have done better", "is that all you got?". Well you know what? SHUT THE FUCK UP. Please? I'm in a vortex of complete stress at the moment, don't make it worse. Fucker. If that's what I'm capable of, take note that I'M STILL LEARNING. Eff you for "trying" to make me feel better, eff you and your ways of shutting me down, you call that advice? I can watch The Glee Project and be more motivated then listening to the shit you spray out.
     For the moment, that's my capability, and deal with it like the way I've dealt with you for the past year. You say I'm stubborn? It made me who I am today. You say it's all on my own now? Heck I don't give a damn! It's the way I prefer it. Listen, "it's not about the destination, but the journey". I'm still trying to fill in potholes of my life, with who? None other than MYSELF that is. I've been independent throughout my whole life, you say I should find a friend. When I find a friend, you hassle me, make fun of it. It's degrading, get it?
     I only hope for the best after this. I wish the world around me would shut up and see what I can do.

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